February 24, 2010

The latest...

So here we are in Houston, TX... still settling down from all of our crazy adventures. Travis landed a job as an operator for ITC. Today is his third day and he has done nothing but rave about his company and his job. That thrills me more than you could imagine! It's not very common for someone to actually enjoy their profession AND company. As for me, I'm a temp. receptionist in downtown Houston, and I just got accepted into the Texas Teachers Certification program. My classes begin in March, Lord willing if I pass all my exams I will be able to work as a full-time teacher! I'm not positive, but I think I'm going to get certified to teach Special Education. I have a big heart for those children :) I am very excited about this... I would love to end my day of work feeling as if I have actually accomplished something. As if my hours spent away from home were used to impact someones life... that would be wonderful! So please pray for me, that I can pass all these state tests!

So why haven't I blogged in a while? Well, life gets a bit harder after college. You can try and anticipate how different it will be, but you don't really know until it comes and smacks you right in the face. As much as I loved going to Liberty University, I don't think it sets you up for real life very well. In that I mean, while you are there attending school you have church Sunday morning & night, convocation 3x a week, and church Wednesday night. As most of you know, this is not a "boring church service that makes you fall asleep", it is amazing! They have the most amazing bands, and world renowned speakers flown in to talk to the student body. What I always said was, you cannot attend Liberty, and not be moved as a person. To me, it is impossible to go to LU and not grow spiritually and desire a deeper relationship with the Lord. So for four years of your life you are almost in this "spiriutal bubble". This place where all of your best friends are, those people who are there to encourage you and speak Biblical truth to you.

But, what happens after thsoe four years are gone?

Well for me it meant marrying my best friend and moving far away (6 times) from everything I'm used to. The only person I truly had/and still have is Travis. So for me, if something goes wrong with us... then it's as if my whole world has crashed before me. Of course it hasn't, because my Lord will never leave me or forsake me. But sometimes you need that tangible and physical person to love on and be loved from. Well the past month has brought some battles into Travis and my marriage that I never thought we would have to face... I have truly been learning what it is like to depend only on the Lord. I have nothing else to sustain me, encourage me, or make me joyful. What's more difficult, is I don't have the plethora of church services to attend like I did at LU. We haven't found a church home here in Houston yet, but trust me... I'm on the lookout!

I have undoubtedly realized the importance of maintaining my relationship with the Lord. I can no longer be spoon fed my spirituality and wisdom from God. I must daily seek it out. And most days it is a challenege. Being gone 12 hours a day at work doesn't leave much time for anything. But this is where the real test of life comes in. How will I balance all that is beckoning my attention, and in where will my priorites truly lie? It's all up to me and it's a challenge I'm willing to take. Because to me, I have nothing to lose. I want to be a strong woman of God and I desperately want Travis' and my relationship to be revolutionized. I no longer want to be mediocre or allow sin to seep in. I want to honor purity and privacy in our marriage always. Above all, I want to be able to say that I did my part, I sought the Lord daily and stayed true to my convictions.

We greatly appreciate your prayers!
Love & Miss ya'll!
T&D

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